because i have jennings, and i have lacey, and thomas, and joel, and jon paul. and those are my best friends and nothing else matters. i love them all.
i think i love jennings a lot. but i don’t know yet. but it certainly feels like it. so much. he’s been making everything worth while. and he makes me so happy. i just wish we lived together so we could see each other every day. why do you have to live 45 minutes away? why? this isn’t fair. but you know what? it’s okay because i love him. haha that feels great to say. i love him.
and i freaked out tonight because i’m moving in the summer, and he’s not. he’s staying here and what will we do then. but we’re staying together. i don’t think he’d survive without each other. that just wouldn’t work at all. i need him as of lately and i kind of like this.
but i have this crazy plan. i move away for school. and if i’m still in school when he graduates he can come lives with me for a little bit and then when i graduate we’ll move. we’ll move to boston or to maine or wherever he wants to go and we’ll travel. and we’ll be happy.
all i want is to be happy, and i know i will be as long as he’s with me.
you make me feel like shit over everything i do. you’re so god damn selfish and you don’t even realize it. i could go on for so long but another day because i’m fucking tired.
i’m glad i deleted you.
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(via shaun-alexander)
MMM drama<3
I fucking want that dog!
I read that as “I wanna fuck that dog”
o.o
I was seriously concerned. lol





